Anzac Day is the time when I can wear replica medals of
those given to my Pop, who was a member of the 7th Field Ambulance
which landed at Gallipoli in August 1915. He wrote home about being unscathed
in a mortar attack, while mates on either side of him were killed. However, he
was invalided home having been injured in a shrapnel blast. Declared medically
unfit he was discharged on 6th October, 1916. While that meant he
was spared death or serious injury, many of his comrades paid the ultimate
sacrifice both at Gallipoli and on the Western Front. However, the long term
consequences of his time at Gallipoli, and the medical condition that led to his
discharge, meant that life was not easy for either his wife or his family.
I also have the five medals belonging to my Dad who was a
POW in Changi and on the Burma-Thai Railroad. As a result of his experiences he
was pensioned off before he turned 60 with what we now call PTSD. It wasn’t
easy for him when his best mate died on the railway—in fact he said that he was
the one who should have died. Like Pop, Dad suffered life-long trauma from his
war experience so that life wasn’t easy as we grew up.
My experiences are so different from theirs. I’m grateful
that I have never had to go through what they and millions of others have had
to, and what so many are going through even now in war-torn countries. However,
over the years, I have been involved with people who have experienced the depth
of depression; who have attempted suicide; and I have had to conduct funeral
services for some who have taken their own lives as a result of depression—and
it’s the families left behind who struggle with why they did it.
One of the side effects of being a minister is the enormous
amount of stress I have faced in the difficult situations of dealing with
people who have been going through grief. While I was fortunate to only have
one child’s funeral to take, I have had so many funerals for people who have
suffered with cancer and other incurable/debilitating illnesses that have
claimed their lives. I don’t know if you can imagine what it is like to be
sharing with a family at a funeral in the afternoon and then within a couple of
hours to be sharing in a wedding rehearsal the night before the couple’s big
day. To grieve with one family and then immediately rejoice with another is not
necessarily an easy thing to do. And when I began to bury several members of
one family I knew and loved within months of each other; and when great
friends, younger than myself, were dying it took its toll and so I retired
knowing that I was suffering from emotional burnout/exhaustion. That was almost
5 years ago now—and I still haven’t gotten over the affects of those 40 years
before retirement and the almost 5 years since retirement of continuing to be
with people in difficult situations.
On 30th May I woke up one morning feeling, for no
known reason, as flat as a tack. I could hardly get out of my own way. What
lifted me that day was that I registered for the Rail Trail Run and Ride at
Scottsdale in August. Because I needed to be in Hobart for the Sunday to take
two services at the little church I am helping out I was only able to enter the
28 km run—I would have loved the challenge of the 56 km from Scottsdale to
Billycock Hill and return but that would have put impossible time constraints
upon us for the Sunday. As it turned out I would not have been able to physically prepare myself for that distance anyway.
Having upped my training with too much intensity I found
myself with leg soreness—too much high intensity work and not enough long slow
runs. I found myself picking up the pace on longer runs—on one 25 km run I set
a course PB of over 12 minutes. In my competitiveness I want to keep setting
PB’s before my age does start to weary me and slow me down. So this is a post
of my preparation for the Scottsdale run.
In the same week that I ran that fast 25K I ran a slower
26.7K with a young lady for her 26th birthday. What a great present
for herself—but Val wouldn’t let me run 70K for my 70th birthday
later this year as it would get in the way of finishing my six months with the
church in Hobart and having to be in WA the following Sunday to help a little
isolated country church for five weeks.
And yet, for four weeks in a row at four different parkruns
I set massive PB’s. I know that I have to slow down and not push myself too
hard if I want to be ready for Scottsdale. By the beginning of June I was
experiencing quite a bit of hip and back soreness. It didn’t help jarring
myself on a RunClub outing when I couldn’t see in front of myself in the dark
footpath down Nixon Street. At least it has meant some extra walking with the
desire to run more slowly and with that extra walking the pain subsided.
By the following week I was struggling on my longer runs so
much so that I seriously considered abandoning my plans for the Bruny Island
ultra marathon. Fortunately, I shared my thoughts on a Facebook post and had so
many encouraging replies from friends that I decided to re-evaluate that
decision and go for it. But as I looked over my training plan I began to wonder
whether it would be adequate to get me over the line. My plan was to try and
have my longer, slower runs at around 6:10-6:15/k with only one fast run per
week using a modified version of the 80/20 pattern and to have every fifth week
as an easy week. My thinking was to try and use parkrun as my fast run but that
would be well under the 20% of my total weekly distance. Towards the end of
June I was scheduled for a half marathon distance run. So what happened? I ran
my first sub 2 hour and I thought I was going slowly until I checked my time at
the turn around point. Seeing how far I was in front I decided to see if I
could break that barrier. At least I now know that I can.
At least I am continuing to enjoy running. On a couple of
occasions I have run the Tasmanian Trail from Railton to Sheffield and return
with friends and found that to be really helpful. What was great about the
second of these runs is that we went past Sheffield until we had completed 15
kms and then turned back, meaning that I had run more than the Scottsdale Rail
Trail Run and Ride. But my longer runs are usually solo because of the pace at
which I am running them. That’s not as good as running with someone else but it
is the way it is taking place at the moment.
At the end of July I planned to run three 10k laps around
Devonport but stopped after the second as it was dark, windy and wet. The next
morning I woke with a pain in the left knee, but I couldn’t remember having
hurt it at all. Not thinking too much about it I set off the following
Wednesday for RunClub but could only hobble down there and so didn’t run with
the others. Now I was reduced to walking, and I began to wonder whether I would
be able to compete at Scottsdale after all. I found I could power walk but not
raise a jog. So all my preparation with longer runs was thrown out of the window.
After a couple of weeks I did some extremely slow jogging while Val was taking
photos and suffered no ill-effects. So it was walking interspersed with jogging
until one afternoon when we went to Port Sorrel for a Freedom parkrun. In it I reverted to my default pace of around 5:40/k for a double run over the parkrun
course.
The next afternoon I had a physio appointment and as I
entered her room I explained that I could be there under false pretences. I
explained everything I had been doing since my injury and she tested out my
knee, finally declaring that there was no structural damage and that I could
run the following Saturday as I had planned. I didn’t do much running at
all in the days preceding Scottsdale as the settlement on our house in Glenorchy
was for that Friday—not the following Friday as we had thought. There was a
rushed trip to Hobart to help our daughter pack and move to her brother’s house
in preparation for moving overseas for language study. That involved trips to
the City Mission, the Tip Shop and the tip. As a result I developed hip
soreness. Again I was having second thoughts about Bruny, for I just couldn’t see how I could get in the preparation I would need for it.
On the Friday we drove up to Scottsdale to the Bed &
Breakfast we had booked. My plan was to take it easy and
definitely start at the very back of the pack so as not to get caught up in the
excitement and run too fast. I drove Val around to some of the early spots
where she could photograph the 56k runners before going back to the Scottsdale
Station to catch the bus to Billycock Hill, from where the 28k run commenced.
My hips were still sore. Would they hold up? Thoughts flashed through my mind
as to what would happen. At least the threatened rain hadn’t appeared and the
sun was shining. What a great day for a run.
After the announcements I made my way to the tail of the
field, fulfilling that commitment I had made to myself to start slowly. After a
short distance I checked my pace and it was around 7.00/k, so I wasn’t taking
off too fast and it was still well under the 4 hours I had thought I should aim
for carrying my injuries. Settling into an easy pace beside Susan I began to pass
other runners while the main bunch quickly disappeared around the bends and out
of sight. Following the old rail line we had a short incline that was flanked
by the damp trees and ferns. Pools of water were scattered along the track; mist
was rising as the sun was filtering through the trees and the breath of other
runners was condensing in the cold air. Such beauty. I looked at my Garmin
after a couple of kms and let out a groan for I was running at sub 6.00/k! By now
we had started to decline as the trail wound its way through the bush. “Oh,
well, I’ll just keep going as best as I can and see how I pull up” had become
my new guide. And so the kilometres passed beneath the feet. It was a great
trail to run on—easy on the feet and not too hard on the old legs even though
my hips were still causing me a bit of trouble.
After stopping a number of times for photos I lost sight of
Susan but I was gaining on other runners. But every time I stopped for more
photos they overtook me. And so it became a challenge for me to edge closer to
them as best I could until I could leave them behind. I wasn’t tying anything too
drastic to catch others—just slowly edging towards them, staying with them for
a chat before slowly drawing away. I spent a fair bit of time with one fellow,
who just happened to be the vice president of the Launceston and North East
Railway Society, meaning we spent a lot of time chatting about their plans. As
we closed in on Tonganah there was the strange sign that read “Steep Descent”—but
it could not have been part of the original rail line. Old railway spikes and other
assorted rusty bits of the old line were embedded in the trail was we continued on
our merry way. Runners fell behind as I tried to stay in contact with this fellow
and a couple of young women who had overtaken me when I stopped for photos of
daffodils (I had to climb an embankment for them) at an old railway station
site (now replaced with a modern shelter shed for the convenience of trail travellers).
Running through Tonganah we crossed the Tasman Highway and I
was confronted with two obstacles. The first was that the track, for the next 7.5k
to the finish, was a steady incline and I don’t run inclines very well. The
second was that the surface of the trail was not firmly compacted gravel/dirt
but larger stones that I could feel through my trail shoes. It was here that I thought
road shoes would be a better option—indeed, if I run this section again it
would be with road shoes for that extra cushioning. I could see runners in
front of me and I tried to up my effort on this incline. To my amazement I ever
so slowly began to reel them in. We passed old workshops and torn up railway
lines lying beside the trail and then it was over the highway again. I kept an
eye on the distance signs—and was excited to see how little there was left to
complete.
When the remaining distance was down to a parkrun I knew my
time had come. I could see five runners dotted along the trail in front of me. This
was it. I was close to the end now. My knee was still in good condition with no
soreness. The muscles around it and in the quads was another matter, but it was
only a parkrun left so I decided to put in a last ditch effort to try and catch
them. Am I competitive? Yes! But I was still enjoying the run and finding that
it wasn’t too hard on the old legs. As I passed each one I slowed down to run a
bit with them, trying to encourage them where I could. Running through a
cutting the Yellow-tailed Black-cockatoos shrieked out their encouragement for me
to not slacken—well, they did in my imagination though in reality they are just
noisy blighters. My only concern with them was that they might drop a half eaten
pine cone on my poor old head. Listening intently, could I hear someone racing
up behind me? In my stubbornness I just could not let someone pass me at this point so I
pushed on and, at a couple of convenient spots, turned around to check—but there
was no one that close.
Over the final street and onto the grass I sprinted to the
finish line as best I could, being encouraged by Susan who took a video of me
(what a strange running style I have) and by Val who was yelling out “Come
on, old man!” Well, that’s what it sounded like from a distance. Crossing the
line to encouraging cheers and clapping I received a big bear hug from Gosso and
congratulations from the other Devonport crew who were hanging around. And I
completed the run in a time of 2:39:51, far faster than I had anticipated or
even expected.
My next thought was for my friends still out on the trail. Wondering
how they were faring I commenced my usual cool down, which means running others
home. Bronty, a 56k runner, was fairly close so I ran alongside of him to the
line. I tried to go back for Danika and Lisa but my legs wouldn’t cooperate. They
were so sore that I could hardly raise a trot. So I stopped and had something
to drink and nibble. When they finally entered the home straight I, sadly, couldn’t
accompany them to the line as my legs had begun to stiffen up. That was a bit
of a downer as I think the later runners should be applauded and encouraged and
cheered on just as much as the leaders, for they, like the top runners, have
put in a sterling effort which needs to be recognised. Too often there is
hardly anyone left to cheer on the tailenders when they finish—it did help that
Val took over 3,000 photos of people on the two longer runs and that she was
staying till the sweeper crossed the line.